Life has calmed down quite a bit. My life is filled with little amazing moments that revolve around my beautiful wife and my amazing Julian. It’s all these little moments that I am realizing complete my life and make everything I do worth while. Julian is the happiest, most playful little boy I have ever met. My favorite part of the day is when I get home and open that front door to see those eyes brighten up and that smile. Julian always giggles because he knows Appa is home to play. And play I do. Im the guy in Julian’s life that makes him laugh. I make silly faces. I do what ever I can to make sure that Julian is happy and laughing. Sometimes I wake up at night to find Julian laughing in his sleep. I can’t help but think that he is dreaming of Appa making faces or being silly for his benefit. That alone is worth the lengths I go to make him laugh.
He is a really smart boy. He amazes me everday with new things he does. His current task is learning to walk all the time and not for just brief moments. He likes to grab me by the hand and put it above his head in an obvious ploy to get me to take him for a walk. I really enjoy walking him around the house. He is so determined.